Your my number one

That’s why I always look so tired now. I lay awake at night remembering better times.
This is my last call to you. Then I’ll give up everything that we had.
Sometimes the best memories are sad, because you know they will never happen again.
Even if you put me through so much shit, I would still take a bullet for you.

Sorry for the things that I did not say
like how you are the best thing in my world
and how I’m so proud to call you my girl
I understand that there are some problems
and I’m not too blind to know all the pain you kept inside you

even though you might not show.

No relationship is perfect so just find the right one to go through hell and heaven with.
When things break, it’s not the actual breaking that prevents them from getting back together again. it’s because a little piece gets lost — the two remaining ends couldn’t fit together even if they wanted to. The whole shape has changed.

Too many thoughts, too many feelings.

I always used
to watch your
favorite movies
and sing your
favorite songs.
I even used to
eat those stupid
dried fruit chips
that made my tongue
feel like sandpaper.

But when I asked
you to do
something for me,
it was like pulling teeth,
and even though I read
that 600 page war novel
that you like,
you never even read my

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